Another day just begun
marking less days I have in this world.
Coming closer to the end of my time
yet I keep questioning how I have become.
I know I might be stagnant quite a lot
not improving and keep stumbling at the same spot
but giving up I will not
'till I found the way out, I keep asking God.
I woke up every day with guilt
because yesterday might have spaces I did not fill
and it caused my heart withered
gasping for air so I can again breathe.
And today Allah woke me up again
with healthy body and wonderful mind
but am I going to make use of these with iman
or am I again going to lose the battle with shaytan
'Cause each day Allah put a reminder
do improve yourself, I am here, I shall be near
and do ask Me to make you stronger
but you need to help yourself to make you better!
23 years and 363 days fi al-Ardh